Drifting

Drifting under I feel the weight of my deep dark thoughts as they pull me under. I sit alone in the dark whiskey my only friend and the dripping of my rusty soul as the life leaks out. I am alive. After so long I am alive her embrace her smile she awoke me and now I am alive. What is this familiar feeling? Am I happy? It feels euphoric! Memories of her makes the whiskey burn a little stronger with each sip. Drifting under I feel the weight of my deep dark thoughts pull me under I sit alone in the dark whiskey my only friend and the dripping of my rusty soul as the life leaks out.

Love is cold

she took my heart and encased it in ice I am frozen like the arctic tundra her touch poisoned my mind she consumed my soul now she is my sick obsession I walk the earth collecting my jar of hearts for her for love in hopes she will return mine to me one day

Lust

Her eyes burn with lust every time we touch
Her words slip from her lips a sweet poison to my ears
Her embrace electrifies my senses and leaves scars on my back
Thunder and lightning a symphony as we make love in the rain
Lust is a sin but why does it taste so good

Colours of Emotion

Rage I am red unbound anger ripping apart my insides
Sadness I am blue I am curled in the corner a pain like no other
Fear I am yellow my terror filled eyes try to close petrified of the sight before me
Jealousy I am green the envy poisons my mind with devious thoughts
Love I am pink a feeling of pure bliss I am alive
The colours of my emotions stain my face like a tattoo of the soul I am cursed to wear them forever on my sleeve

The Fear

She kissed me
That rush that takes over m
The deep thumping of my heart
In perfect sync with hers
I open my eyes
Her eye stare empty with a black glare
She smiles her teeth a violet red
I feel the poison coursing through my body
She pushes me
I am falling
I still see the her tainted smile as I fall
Blackness consumes my soul
Her love has forever stained my heart with poison
The fear to love again

Forgive me

taken

the innocence 

a blood covered shirt

what have I done?

your beautiful face now a lifeless canvas  

as i cradle your body in my arms

the innocence i once had is gone

forgive me

Why?

a silent voice
a loud silence
a cracked perfection
i see your beauty through blind eyes
you are blind to the beauty you hold
a depressing love for prefection
a twisted obsession with you
as i stare at you from my dark corner
why?